such a pain..

Sial lagi-lagi ngerasain hal kayak gini... gaenak banget rasanya, perih kaya maag dan melilit kaya lagi dapet, tapi bedanya ini kerasa di hati. uwewwww bagaimanapun makasi kepada Tuhan yang masih memberi gue kesempatan untuk merasakan semua ini (lagi).

Entahla walaupun ini bukan yang pertama kali (bahkan pernah lebih parah) tapi tetep sakit..

Cause i've already know how it feels, sometimes i think i'll be stronger to through such a pain like this, but i must be wrong...

it's just complicated as usual.. -___-"

aish...why do i so childish, everytime i feel so bad, i just wanted to hug my mother, every feelings that i had, i always remember her. I wanna share my mind with her. i wanna tell her everything!

uuugh i should be know that it's just adding more pain if i remember her in this kind of situation.. i should be think of it before i start to miss her...like now.... :'